tag replies! :D

24 July
umar: hehhh! thnks! (:

25 July
aennn: cutestuff(?) hehhhh! thnks hunneh!(:

26 July
IASFiiOna: hehh! APA SAJA SOFIA! (: , ily too!
wei yan : LINKING IN PROGRESS DARLING! (:
nabeelah : sofia lawa? mesti la,girlfriend siapa kann? cheh! ily sayang!

27 July
Lynn : awwee~ yeaaa. im still wishing and hoping and praying for us to be like old times kan? (:
i still love you girls la k? :D
IASFiiOna-nabeelah: apaaa sajaaa! da kena puji kembang-an la tu! (: hehhh!
IASFiiOna :yesyes cancan! ily too like crazy retarded ass! :D
christeee :haaaah. yeaaaa. LAWL(?) thnks for stopping by anw(:
Mirah : ELEH! tak nak share sudaaaaah! hmph! cheh! okeh la i upload la k? (:
nabeelah :wahhh! your friend and i samesame! kesiann kamu yea? (:

29 July
Mirah: haaaah! same boat pe! (: kalau boat ada kamu, nanti confirm sink nyaaa!cheh! okeh mepek! :D

phew! finally tag replying is done? (:
haaaah!
so manyyy tagss.
well yea not really but still alot kann?
anw.

yesterday i watch LOVE.
hehhh.
been watching alot of indonesian love movies recently.
i dunnoe why.(:
i just find it nice.
anw its like a combinationg of Love Actually and First 50 dates(?)
yeaaa.
abit laa.
its about 6 couples in love in different situation.
its a nice movie la.
hehhh!
im gonna watch Selamanya next!



followed by Coklat Stroberi.


hehhh.
yesterday kannn,i took over morning assembly.
you know gave the command and screeeeam the pledge infront of th school.
euu know what?
i SHAKE non-stop, and its SUPER OBVIOUS.
heyy, its SUPER SCARY tauuu!
Sofia say my skirt shaking vigorously.
haaah.
i think i did not so well.
because part pledge,i dont really shout my lungs out.
heheheh! (:
ada kata suara cute la.
some say my voice SUPER loww! (:
ahahahah!
okehhh.
its fun laaa.
it can actually boost up my confidence.
and thats what im lacking.
and Sofia darling tak suka sebab i got low self esteem.
it takes time hunneh!

today i came to school with BIG blisters on both my legs.
you know the part your shoe ends there?
ard there la somewhere near your heels(:
SUPER PAIN SIOL!
it stick to my socks and it was screaming at me.
and yes,im in serious PAIN!
like it stick to my socks la and super painful to peel out.
infact, i was screaming my lungs out when i took out my socks just now!
haaaah!
geee~
thnks to kayakking!
but i did have fun last sunday.
kayak for like 10+ km? (:
yeaaa.
its like an achievement for me la sey.
some more, i keep on changing pairs.
first i was with willy then change to aini then on th way back,
i was paired with audrey.
=.=
both small girls controlling a double kayak(:
YES!
we had a hard time at sea!
anyhooo we do made it.
yes!
i manage to irritate alot of people with my
"APA SAJA!"
ahahahah!
especially Azwan(sp?)
hehhhh!
i do make alot of new friends! (:
anw our destnation was Changi to Coney Island then back to Changi(:
came back school,got de-brief then went home with Shafiq.
hehh.
we walk homeeee.
then walk kat dark tempat yang the new track to Chinese Garden(:
SUPER gelap laaa oi.
reach home,thinking there was dinner.
im like famished(?)
sekali got a little only.
just eat.
i was waiting for incredible Tales to start.
sekali da knockout.
sedihhh kann? (:
so yeaaa.
sleep then wake up at ard 2am.
omgggg.
my whole body hurts alot la
worst than hell.
cnt sleep since thenn.
still i went to school the next dayy!
see i SUPER good girl kannn?

omggg.
the whole post like rojak.
its all over th place.
hehhh!
im looking forward to friday! (:
YAY FRIDAY!
cross country! (:
cnt wait.
oh shit!
i hope my blister will get better by then(:
*prays hardddd.
ehhh!
posy panjaaang!
abehh mau bangga!
anw yeaaa.
im done! (:


aku tidak ingin melihat dia menderita dan hampa lagi
tidak ingin melihat dia terluka dan berdarah lagi
tidak ingin mendengar tangisan dia lagi
samapi di sini sajalah
jiwa nya sengsara,
jiwanya meronta
akan aku akhirinya,
untuk pertahankan cinta ini.





hey boy,i miss us and th old times.
i've been reading our past chats on msn.
and it really show how much we've drifted apart.
how come?
we crap alot last time.
i really mean alot.
you cheer me up,make me laugh.
you are like part of my life.
has history changed us?
or is it the present?
whatever it is.
i miss you so much.
i want to spend time with you.
just th two of us.
i miss looking at your eyes.
i miss making euu laugh.
i miss making euu smile.
i miss listening to your problems.
i miss sharing secrets.
i miss talking to you.
i miss pouring everything on you.
i miss you.
every piece of you.
yes i still love you.
the feelings dont change
i will never, brother(:
like old time again please?

haaaah!
gambar da ages agoo! :D
everyone will go.
"FINALLY! AN UPDATE!"
alot have been happening.
i am like super lazy la to blog about it.
haaaah!
lazy me! :D
anw,im free from all the overdue homeworks!
happy ka pa! :D

i lazy to say what i have bee up to recently. =.=
but im blogging because i think my blogg da nak DEAD(?)
haaaah
da dead ponn.

im missing alot of people
and everyday,i can feel the distance between us.
we are definately drifting apart.
we use to be SUPER CLOSE.
but when you guys take up a heavy role in school,
we started to drift apart.
its not that i dont like it you;re in it,nor am i saying
i aint supporting you girls.
but i cant stand seeing US separate and drift apart.
i miss the old times, alot.
you know, when i always come to school hoping for th BEST day of my life
and yea, you girls just did it,euu girls make me highh.
and i love that moment.
very muchhh.
but where is US before?
what telahh happen?
*sighs.
i really miss you girls,
eventhough euu are there with me but i dont feel your presence.
sedihh kann?
i miss you girls,yes i seriously do(:

okeh im done(:

im a happy girl today!
:D
i dunnoe why!
i just turn SUPER HIGH th moment i wakee up.
so yea.
i was high until the end of the day.
oh until the Malay 'O' level oraaal part.
its a total letdown,i screwed up badddly. D:
i cried right after th oral.
but thnk god no one sees xcept for this teacher to ask me if im okeh or no.
haaaaah.
but after that i went high agaaain.

omgggg.
my homework super alot la oi.
then i still dont bother to do.
ugh~!
im totally lacking behind.
buck up!
buck up! :D
so thats why im gonna finish everything.
okeh almost everything today. (:
SOFIA didnt come to school today.
its pelik.
but haaah.
live with it! :D
i was HIGH whaaat.
so im like in my own world.
i dont care if i go lonely.
because im high todayy. (:
FINALLY handed in the reflection for the OB Philippines.
haaaah.
at leat that is off my chest.
im left with mathssss.
still dont bother to do.
do i look like i care? (:
but yea.
i will havee to do it anw.
daily assignments oi.
its th easiest to complete.
so okeh.
why am i posting about homeworks anw.
actually the MAIN reason why im blogging is,
i see people blog until so much so i jealous
so i blogggg.(:
at least im keeping it alive kannn?
i waaant sleep early today la.
suddenly i feel super tiredd.
whooo~
iLah called!
okeh itu random!
alaaa~
i cnt wait till the next time the seven of us will be meeting again!
Inter-Unit Project based Competition! :D
haaaaah!
semangat ehh! (:
okehh la.
i better get started on my homeworks! :D

7 July
我是YVONNE! :D : hellooo! I L Y too! :D

8 July
AENN: heeeh! hanna kan sloww! love yoo too! :D
nabeelah: haaah! anw mesti la hanna's skin mahh! love yoo! (:

okeh.
i have the mood to blog today.
:D
today is averagee.
duringg PE lessons we had some kind of enrichment.
we learn this new game called ____ball.
haaaah!
i forget th name.
its nice laaa.
at least some game with no contact.
at all!
seriously la.
reccess i was rather quiet.
i wasnt in th mood to do anything.
so throughout today,all i do is mind my own business.
well malay lessons was th best.
ya.
because Azlin,iLah&iRah was there.
they make me smile.
and not to forget SOFIA who really tries to cheer me up with her silly tactics.
you cute laa! :D
i love you girls.
after school rushed all th way to hong kah sec for the inter unit project based competition.
saw Fang Fang and Sally and we waited for Mun Teng at th bus stop! :D
Fang Fang SUPER highhh laa oi.
i cnt stop laughing.
its funny when strangers become friends.
and friends become best friends.
yes.
we only know for like three weeks(?)
and meet only twice and we are like as if so long know each other alrd.
Elna and Jared was waiting for us inside.
too bad Quanton cannot made it todayy D:
ohh that hornaye guy who talk nothing but pros and porn =X
like what Elna says it P&Q.
Prostitutes and Quanton :D
haaaah!
we did task allocation today.
discuss a bit.
most of th time we were crapping talking nonsense! :D
after that meet.
okeh i dont want to talk about what happen after thaat.
walk home alone.
its been so long since i did that.
seriously.
time alone.
and ya.
i took my own sweet time to walkkk homee.
heeeh
i think i took forever.

why?
why to this extend?
why until you invade into my privacy.
i hate it.
really.
i hate you.

1 July
IASFiiOna: YOUR LETTER OF APOLOGY TO MR TAN laaa! :D

2 July
Syazanatoooooooool: mana aku tau! tanya television laaa!

3 July
Shiqin: haaaah! :D gladd to hear thaaat!
IASFiiOna: yesyes! soon!

6 July
nabeelah:you say one uhh! :D

7 July
IASFiiOna:ye laaa! :D

tag replied.
post some other time.
no mood.

i think today is the best day of the week.
i THINK only laa.
because only Wednesday.
haaaaaah.
and its like alot of things happen this wholee week.
maybe since last week.
and i dont feel like talking about it.
i cnt believe i just burst out everything and Nadhirahh.
and she just sat there and listen to me.
so today.
after school.
me and Nadhirah went to Library or a while.
we talk alot.
and i realise theres alot ive been missing out.
i really mean ALOT! :D
yes.
we share alot of problems and secret.
haaaah.
so at least i know im not the only one having problems.
yes we talk alot and non stop.
girl,thnks for today.
at least it made me feel better.
im okeh now.
and i hope you are. :D

haaaaaaah.
i know we're drifting.
and i know you miss times with your girlfriends and loved ones.
one thing,girl.
dont regret your decision.
dont EVER regret.
eventhough its a heavy(?) responsibility.
you can do it.
a better job.
no,we wont leave you.
in fact we will be behind you always.
though euu cnt spend time with us.
we dont mind.
we understand.
we love you.
yes. :D
and pleeeease.
dont keep your troubles all to yourself.
share it.
we can help.
and the least we can do is listen your hearts out.
little girl,
you know who you are.
dont give up k?
i love yoo! :D

you know.
at times like this kannn.
it really shows how strong we are as girlfriends.
to hell what they say about us kan? (:
see!
we really stand strong! :D
hehehehhe!

found laguu ni.
and it reminds me of someone D:
yes i miss him.
and i still cnt get over it that hes gone.
forever.
and its been so loooong since we visit his 'resting place'
alaaa~ graveyard laaa.
its byebye by Mariah Carey D:
okeh let me cry now.


This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye


I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye


heheheh!
im done blogging! :D